I don't really know what happened to me in the last couple of days. It really freaked me out the way I act and everything. I became one of those guys I hate. Silent and never really talk about how I feel (ARGHHH, then again, this blog is all about me after all!)
Sometimes we feel it would be better if we just keep it inside about how we really feel than just talk it out loud when we don’t know if the feelings true or not. And that’s when we become really silent. Why? I’m guessing, we don’t want to be so cliché. Like when our partner ask us ‘have u ever missed someone so much that you shivers inside?’ and we answer ‘yes baby, and it’s you!’ although it maybe… MAYBE true, what we get is definitely ‘ow.. That is so sweet, I love you baby’ when inside they’re thinking ‘what a sweet talker!’, on the bright side they still, somehow, happy!
People these days are getting brighter and brighter in handling a relationship. They know if one is telling the truth or not. They know if one is a sweet talker or naturally sweet. They can create this fake story that forced you, in one way or another, to admit that you cheated. Then again, when one can get brighter, another can get tricky. Of course they can fake story, but another can even make fake stories to handle the fake story from 1st party and play along.
I know this friend of mine, she’s a bright woman working as English teacher in an international school. She watched Sex and the City, she read Cosmopolitan, and I’m guessing she must know much about relationships with all the drama and the dark side. Recently thou’, long story short, she found out that her boyfriend were lying to her, he said that he was going to his aunt house and we found him in one club cuddling another woman. And yes, she broke up with him, for 2 days!! Man, I think she’s so independent, I guessed wrong. Somehow, during those 2 days, he make up this whole stories (which I still think is a fake) that made her forgive him. She said to me, in her own words, ‘I will give him a second chance, if he is a cheater; he would do the same again right? And that’s when I know he’s not worthy’. And I said ‘OK, be in denial, this is the desperate you anyway’, a bit harsh, but I’m hoping she got the point. Not long after that, I’m guessing one month? Or less! I found out he lied again. But of course she’s not pointing it out like that (apparently she know I will judge her), but I knew from the moment it’s all about her boyfriend! She still thinking of getting back together though, but she will gives a 3 days break up. She made up her mind so well, that same night she ran to her boyfriend place and talked it out! The next day, they’re getting back together and happily ever after! Take that ‘not worthy’ dear!
It’s none of my problem, but I still don’t like him until now! ;-)
At the end of this blog, I still don’t know how to know if my partner’s unfaithful or not. But I promise myself I will find a trick! From professionals cheater!
Lots of love!
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