this guy

I went online… again! I didn’t know anything better to do! Poor me… anyway, I went online, but back then I promised myself I wont sign in to IRC and sticking to Yahoo Messenger only just to catch up the latest gossip with some of my friends. And none of them online! Checking all mails done, downloading Aly & AJ’s ‘potential break up song’ done, downloading Amadeus 1.5.3 done… and so I turned on IRC (Arghhhhh!!!). Some people on the channel mostly they knew that DonJuahn was my nick, persisting on I don’t want anybody knew I was online; I used the nick [click`me`im`cute]. I don’t normally using nick like ‘cute’, ‘hot’, ‘handsome’ or anything similar, anyway I am this one insecure boy, especially lately when I gained a lot of weight and didn’t work out as much as I used to. No doubt, people who were into appearances all queried me (it’s really rare for me to be busy on the channel). There were rude people, weird psycho, old pervert, sex addict, immature puberty, and sadomasochist… and then there’s this one guy, he talked good English (well educated really turns me on, not in a sexual way btw). He talked shit, craps, cliché, whatever bullshits but then he managed to make all that interesting for me to response back. We traded pics, he insisted that I should view his profile and so I did. He’s not really my type for he looked so small. Whenever I chatted on IRC, it’s normal for people to find something, whether it was just a one-night stand, a simple date and/or perhaps potential boyfriend. How can I see my self with someone that looked like a midget?

One little thing that hit my attention was his overly confident self. He is! He talked it’s as if he can get anyone to like him, I was intrigued. The time I told myself I wont give any phone numbers that night, I gave him mine (think he doesn’t take no for an answer). He called me later that night. Thought he was in Indonesia but no, he was overseas (what’s the point?!?! Not another LDR!!). But then he told me he’s departing the next day and that he actually lives in Indonesia. Turned out, he’s a friend of my friend. And so when he made friendly date with his friend, my friend asked me to come along. Promised Elen that I would help her with her finals, I had to say no. But then, she cancelled on me (that beeyatch!) because he had to work the next day. So when he called me again to confirm, I said yes to Hot Station. I didn’t saw, but he said he did this face, this insistent solicit face he imitated from puss-the-boots on Shrek 2. It was kinda funny.

I met him. And turned out, pictures really indeed lied. He looks nothing like his pictures. His face was still the same, but he’s bigger. Doesn’t at all looked like a midget. Shoot! He’s a little babbling tho… and his face was as red as a boiled crab.

What’s with this picture?!?!

Lots of Love!