masquerade

Your sweet lips said yes to me the first time I knew you
Your sultry eyes showed cared the first time we met
Your soft hands caressing gently through my skin
I fell through deep hole you made and I’m trapped

But you left…
Left me thinking that it was all just another show you performed
a magnificent show that has blinded my eyes

Life is a theater; people have their own part
I am as blank as everybody else to know how my story would go
Let alone a story in addition of a role within a role
So how was I to know that you would break my heart?

If this is what it is, and my negative thoughts were real…
You deserved an award for the role that you played
And sincerely, I applaud you

Someone has fooled me not long before you
Someone who played a double role inside my tale
I have never been wrong in recognizing the type
But I missed one, and it was you
I saw you and you were not once showing that you are the type
I have always thought that it was your inattentiveness personality
And dealing with that I was beginning to feel ready

Your line of honesty has opened my eyes
I thanked you for coming clean with me
You knew I need constant convincing
The one thing you’re tired of giving
And my pessimistic presumption was:
That it was all planned by you intended to drive me away
You made it, you drove me away…

I may have been somewhat immature the night I called you
It was never my intention to do so and I have to apologize
I can say it was hard for me to face the fact
But I never hated you and never I will
Truth be told, I’m being grateful of what you did
You are another lesson I had to elapse to reach the end

Another immature behavior I possessed had erased you off my phone
It was not my smartest move, don’t look down on me ☺
I can promise you, if we bump into each other somewhere
I will politely ask how have you been doing
Just like what I did with that someone who fooled me before

i am free now, for you have provided a stairs for me to climb
to climb off the hole i was trapped in
and now... if it is not too much to ask
i'm begging for you to loose the stairs
just so i'm not voluntarily and easily...
enter your deep hole ever again

Lots of Love!