2.04.2007

this boring life i've had...


(guys @ sepuluh organizer!)

i have nothing to do but going to college and stay at home, the only thing i'm happy about my life is that i have someone that cheers me up when i'm bored.. EUGH!! the bored word again!!! and that someone.. you know who you are.... and for that, thanks very much.. i love you

one problems solved, and another comes, somehow i feel like what i have in life is only problems,
that what "17th" me used to said. but "21st" me said "that is not a problem, that's just a little things for you to get on with your life, to experience, for your knowledge and mind, to explore how deep life is"

and then another said "for christ sake, your just a little boy! don't even pretend you're a grown-up living in this world of pain, you don't know what love really is, what you know is puppy love, you don't know what life is, what you know is playing life as u used to play when you're a kid, you don't know what hate is, what you know about hate is just a part of your anger"

people judge what other people said... that's what people about.

friend of mine told me " i don't judge people!"
but does he/she know, only by saying "look at what she's wearing!!!" he/she is JUDGING people?!?!?!
nobody is perfect. just like a brand of bags that were popular during high school.
well, "17th" used to said the same thing, even more!
i used to said "i don't like it when people do this.. that... bla bla bla", few days later... i do this.. that... bla bla bla.... HUH! GOTCHA!
hey, not only "17th" me, even "NOW" me sometimes do such things....
see, even right this very moment, i JUDGE people....

so i guess, we really can't say bad things about other to our "so-called" clique, when sometimes maybe we do the "bad" things too. unless.... unless, when that other is very very annoying that you and your CLIQUE can't even tolerate it anymore ;P hehhehehe

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