Weekends and feeling weary just to hang out and watching midnight show. Would it just perfect to stay alone at your own bed? And besides, someone’s waiting for me home, and so I drive my deadbeat remains home. It’s 10.00 pm and I go online. It’s 11.30 pm and I got nothing else to do besides staring at one side of the wall and blank. I decided to clean my room after half an hour waste of time for nothing. There, under a pile of CDs, I found a movie that I just borrowed and watch last week, ‘Adam & Steve’. A great movie, funny yet romantic, light yet meaningful (at least for me), controversy yet it’s real. It’s an old movie but I just knew it from my friend. I just watched it last week, and still missed it, so I watched it again for the second time. I feel so inspired in many ways by the movie, I feel like there’s more than just a relationships. All I knew about relationships in all my life was propaganda. Coz, in relationships, as I quote, we always project this image of ourselves that’s completely opposite from who we are. And this is because we’re just afraid we won’t be loved for who we really are! It’s sad, but true. When we’re doing it, they’re doing it too. And most people (we and they) look for the person who has the least amount of flaws, and then we/they find someone who we/they think is about as perfect as we/they can get, and when the relationship runs in quiet a long time, all of the sudden we/they just realize we/they don't know this person. And when this happens, all we need is truth! Why waste all these times when inside you knew you can tell truth from the beginning? Then again, what can a man like me say, cause I think it’s hard too! We were always doctrine to do things like this to our casual relationship. And all we need is only time. Anyway, I endorse ‘Adam & Steve’ to ya’ll! Cause it’s a great movie! And so romantic the way he proposed..
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Perhaps I had a wicked childhood
Perhaps I had a miserable youth
But somewhere in my wicked, miserable past
There must have been a moment of truth
For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good
Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good
MY GOD!!! But I don’t hope it’ll occur to me. And a beautiful wedding!
Love ~ John Lennon
Love is real, real is love
Love is feeling, feeling love
Love is wanting to be loved
Love is touch, touch is love
Love is reaching, reaching love
Love is asking to be loved
it's an old blog i posted on October 31st, 2006
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