3.20.2009

Dream or Real?

I was awake by surprise just 4 hours ago (which had me awake until now!) because of my dream. Which got me to think of the possibilities that there’s perhaps a connection between dream world and real world. I was dreaming about me and this guy I’ve dated but didn’t work out as I hoped it would.

(Dream World)

We were having dinner at this place when suddenly, before our meals came, the lights went off. Having dirty thoughts on his minds, as horny as he was, we ditched out dinner and just went out from the place.

Before we got into his car, I remember this lucidly, I said to him ‘wait, you haven’t paid the bill!’. And he went to pay for the bill.

I remember we got into this fight in his car, and I gave him silent treatment by rearranging his things in the car.

Then, I asked him whether he wants to stay over or not and before I know it, I already gave him a blowjob. It was then when he got me choked because he digs too deep.

(Awake)

I was startled and awake and felt suffocate along with my attempt to breathe. And then I realized, it was just like that choke-incident I had when I gave him heads on my dream.

Geezzz…

Lots of love!

No comments: