4 days substitute

Me n Tanti! hanging out.. aihhh.. dose were the days

24.07.07

Today is the first out of three days I substitute my sister to company her husband in his shop. It’s a pain in the ass. But, as long as I got my ciggy and mac, I’m good to go.

Or so I thought…

There’s pretty much nothing to do here except making receipt and watching the buyer goes by… other than that, I can just wait for my dearest to call on his lunchtime. Ow… Have I told you that I’m committed? ;-)

It’s pretty soon I guess… but it just felt right. So, just last Saturday we met at my favorite meeting point, Hot Station (after a week of voice calls, um… not even a week). And I just realized something… That was my first real-real date! It stroked me like a lighting bolt; I didn’t know what to wear! Never before I didn’t know what to wear! It’s like an old saying: a closet full of clothes and nothing to wear! After 2 hours, I came to my senses and go casual never goes wrong. So I use my sport shirt with black tank top. I looked like just got out of the gym! What was I thinking?! But it didn’t go anywhere wrong. What actually happened was, I charmed him. ;-) And so, he stayed at my place, and you know where it was heading. He came the next day and the day after. Aihh… I knew it was just a cliché behavior of newly committed couples, but it was amazing so what the hell! And tonight, he’s planning on taking me to my favorite dinner, Pizza!

26.07.07

I think it was the pizza that I gain 3 KILOS! Aihhh…! So depressing! At the shop, 3 days down, and one to go! I’m not hoping Saturday I’m still here. Babe is now out of town having his work done. Left my lips to dry ;-) he’ll be back tomorrow tho’, so here I am being patient. Cannot be too selfish to have the whole in him. ☺ The thing I liked about babe is that he’s not promising anything, he’s not full of words, tho once he said that he could tolerate my anger problem. We’ll just see. ;-)

I don't deny the fact I’m in a relationship so soon because I felt lonely. On my defense, I think everyone who got into relationship; they were lonely in the first place (otherwise why would they step into something called ‘we’?). Anyway, it’s nice to have someone who message and call just to ask me how I’m doing… just a simple message shows that he cares… and my babe… delivered it! mwah2! ;-) And again… I’m sure it’s just the new-couples euphoria… Ah, I’m being pessimist.