Have you ever finds that you feel so lonely in a crowd? Some said, perhaps because we never really know that crowd… hell, that crowd is my own family! I guess, only one answer to that, you don’t have a partner!
Why is it that we needed partner so bad? We do have family and friends! And so, even though we do have partner, what do we usually do? Dating? Then what, movies? Then, if we haven't found ourselves a partner, instead of dating or movies, we can always spend our extra time hanging out with our friends or movies with family. So what makes it so different?
Denying, we’re in desperate need of that! Ignoring that even though friends and families always there for us, they have a life too. Guess we can't really be too selfish to dominate on their lives. And that’s where we found ourselves really lonely. Who to blame? Our self who Pathetically couldn’t even find a partner, that’s who! Well, can't really blame me, actually, for not having a sensitive side that’s needed to understand when I’ve tried so damn hard! I am too selfish anyway; wonder if that makes me a terrible boyfriend? Of course!
One friend, I asked to define what true love meant to him, he said, (with my words, apparently his words were too dense)…
True love is for us to love our self and to accept for who we are, never have doubts for us… when we reaches that point, we meet someone who feel the same way about themselves like we do. Cause if we don’t love our self, how do we expect to love other? It goes the other way around.
Anyway, love is too complex, we can’t really said anything about love. New problem come after a solved problem right? Life’s always is!
Why am I always writing about love is out of my own control! I am, in fact, tired about all this, I have always remind myself to stop all this, yet, here I am, talking this lonely bla bla, for the reason of love!
Lots of Love!
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