no one...

It’s been a while since Jakarta is pouring rain so hard like today. And it doesn’t stop my mother to energetically renovate the upstairs living room. Four helps, eight hands turned out is not enough for her that she also need my smooth hands (which now, not so much). So, just after sending my nephews to their playgroup, I was asked to go upstairs and clean the filthy mess that my sister made. With her room being renovated, some of her stuff is being put in the living room while the rest is sitting messily in my room. Dust is all over the living room. Not expecting my sister to clean her own mess, my mother forcibly asked me to cleaned it. A good son I am, I cleaned it without complaining. My level of temper back then is in moderate position, until I saw my sister sitting downstairs watching ‘cinta fitri’ (a supposedly prominent TV series in Indonesia). Tossed a tampon off my hands, I went downstairs and yelled, then back to my room. Goddarn, I had a room of my own to clean and she’s just resting with chitato on one hand and remote on the other! That is just so her. My room is still a mess now for her stuff is still in here and she’s in the next door, cleaning her room with of course… help. Uh uh, am not helping her now. She did ask my opinion on how about re-designing her room. Well, with a lot of her stuff, can’t say much except to not letting her buy another furniture.

The rain is still pouring as I glanced over my windows. Dark skies have always made me feel so blue. And today, perhaps it’s even worse. Can’t say why, don’t think I even know why. Listening to upbeat songs of Britney Spears does not wipe away anything. Should I open my cart of pink poster paint and paint it over? Should I go out to OC café and feel the ocean breeze with a glass of iced lemon tea and a plate of burger for only Rp. 8000,-? Nahh… I think I’m better off here, in my room, listening to Mulan Jameela latest song (kinda getting bored tho). In a way, I think the rain has held me captive in my own room. Tired of going anywhere. Anyway I don’t really like walking through puddles, my white sandal won’t allow me…

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright

No one, no one, no one….
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one, no one, no one….
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

Dang! Why the iTunes played this song! If my feeling is a bruise, maybe the color has changed into purplish blue.

Otakmu seksi, itu terbukti, dari caramu memikirkan aku
Matamu seksi, itu terbukti, dari caramu menatap aku

Aku seperti ada di dalam penjara… cintaaaa mu

Kamulah makhluk tuhan, yang tercipta, yang paling seksi
Cuma kamu yang bisa.. membuatku terus menjerit
Aw aw aw.. uh uh uh

Yay yay… Mulan Jameela (and not a dangdut singer people!)

It is now 11.26 pm, I’m Bobby Eddy Usmady, signing off… see you again fellas!

Lots of Love!